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difficult

i am tired..its enough..no need to think anymore..

i hope life is going better..

sorry people if im being selfish n childish 4 all this long..

just wanto forget, when can i meet.. life is better when not thinking..but it cant be that way..everything that i do is not sincere..when can i change..i am tired..where is the life that u, u, u hv been dreaming since old time..i want to hv it with happy tought in my head..

everyday is a fake day..im not smilling..im not laughing..im not sincere..everything is so mess..

when can it be the same day as before

but

i nevr want to miss the old days

LOL

HAHA..nak tau nape aku x dtg skola td..

1. of course bgn lambat..n..perkara ini amat menjengkelkan hati saya..jam kat bilik
smlm benti, so aku tuka bateri die..aku rase aku cptkan 10 minit je..aleh2, pagi
td abg aku kjtkan aku pukol 7.30 mengikot kiraan jam di dlm bilik aku tu..pegi
kuartgk jam mcm kol 7, tp aku buat ignore je, x rase len mcm sgt..tp hari msh
belom terang benderang lagi..pegi kat mama ckp, ma da lambatla, beg x kemas, baju
lom gosok, mest lambat nye nant..x gi skola leh..n so aku dpt
permission..haha..but tau x, aku bgn agk lambatla td n rase2 dlm 11.30 aku g dpr
tgk jam..pastu ble msk bilik tgk2 jam aku da kol 12 da..siot tol jam bilik aku tu, aku tetipu n
ditipu olh jam bilik aku sendiri..


2. aku baru perasan yg aku lom basoh bj pon lagi..haha, 4 ur info aku ade 1 je baju
putih..smlm aku rendam ngn clorox nak bg lagi putih, tp rupe2nye aku lupe nak basoh
bj tu..mmg patutla aku x g skola arini..


ps: jgn tanye nape aku x dtg skola sok ye..XDD

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1. ske tido ngn bear aku yg berbentuk arnab..kire mcm bantal busuk akula..kakak aku x ske aku tido ngn arnab tu sbb aku layan arnab tu mcm bende hidop..so, one night ni die putuskan telinga arnab tu, tp aku x give up..aku stick ngn arnab tu walopon da rosak n die x puas ati last2 die amik arnab tu sorokkan atas robok yg tinggi gle..waktu tu aku umur baru 6 tahun...n aku nangis gle2 pon die ttp x bg juga bear tu..keras hati kan kakak aku ni..um, tp aku still syang sgt kat bear tu..:)
2. aku ade 4 org adk beradik, n im the youngest..so agak manje la waktu kicik2 dulu..aku tau rahsia2 adk beradik aku ni sbb aku ni ske menyibok dulu..so, aku ni nakalla jgk, n kalo aku nak pape dari drg tp x dpt, aku akn ugut nak bocorkan rahsia drg kat mama n papa..haha..nasebla weii..xD
3. waktu aku dok kat jln turmalin dulu, ade stu umah jiran ni, one row ngn umah aku la..die tanam pokok ceri(besar gle pokok tu)..so, umah die tepi ke luar, aku tepi ke dlam..n semate2 nak mkn buah ceri tu, kitrg yg umah agk jauh dri die ni berpura utk mainla ble pegi kat dpn umah die..tp tujuan sbnarnye nak curi petik buah ceri die..so, kitrg 4 beradik pon ade peranan msg2, n jage supaya x kene tangkap..buah die sedap gakla..tp yg bgsnye spnjg kitrg curi buah tu, kitrg x penah kene tangkap ngn owner die..haha..pandai main kan.
4. waktu umur aku 3 thn, aku dok kat pinang..umah teres gak..mak aku anta abg2 n kakak aku g skola agama..aku tgh tido waktu tu..tp, ble die balik umah aku da xde..then dlm half hour later ade pakcik yg slalu potong umput dpn umah dtg bwk aku ..die kate aku kuar umah n diri kat tgh2 jln waktu byk kete lps mak aku kuar..die cm aku sbb slalu tgk aku main kat luar ..tp entahla..naseb baik aku xde pape..misteri nusantara........
5. kadang2 kitrg bosan ble dok umah, so, ble parents aku out je, kitrg bwk msk kucing dlm umah (drg x bg kitrg main kucing sbb nant umah kotor)..tp this is secret people..haha..um, ade 4 ekor ank kucing agak baru lahir jugakla kat blakg umah..olh sbb kittten2 itu telalu comel, kitrg bwk msk nak mandiakn die kat toilet..then kitrg da bersihkan die n bw kedpn..guess what..kitten tu g kencing n berak kat hall umah..mcm siot je, kitrg x perasan lak tu..n so, kitrg kene cleankan umah sblm parents blk..tunggang langgang umah mase tu..
6. aku ske main kahwin2 time kecil..haha..mals nak explain..
7. habit pelik..ok utk yg rapat ngn aku korng mest tau aku ade habit kan..so, wktu aku tadika, aku ske buat muka stail pig..n wktu persembahan tarin tadika pon aku buat muka cmtu gak..hebatkan?? dahla menari kat centre cm siot je ..
8. hobi pelik, aku ske tgk bende kecil yg bergerak /x ..eg, ulat, ladybird, n rumput..aku akn amik mase yg lame gile n just tgk je kat bende tu tanpe buat pape..somtimes kacu la gak ulat tu smpi berpusing2 die..tp, dulu mmg byk ladybird..skrg je susah nak jumpe..best tgk ladybird..XD
9. takot ayam..waktu kicik2 dulu sajela..itupon bkn takot sgt, tp cume geli je..haha..aku rase ade yg tau kot yg aku penah kene keja dgn ayam mase kat kampong aku..waktu tu aku 6 tahun kot..kaco ank2 die, last aku yg kene keja ngn mk die..haha..utk yg x tau..ayam kan naik ats pokok waktu maghrib utk berehat/tido..so, ade pokok sderhana besar dpn umah atok aku yg aym2 ni akn naik..so, aku kire cm blas dendamla ni..aku kumpol byk batu, mask umah amik port plg best n lontar..haha..lontar kat pokok tu..abs, drpd senyap sunyi waktu maghrib jdi bising gle sbb ayam2 tu kene kaco ngn aku..haha..waktu aym2 tu terbang nak naik pokok pon aku kaco..haha
10. waktu darjah 4 aku minat gle slmdunk..so, aku nak main basket tp xde bola..yg ade cume bola golf ayah aku yg kers tu je..so, ptg2 aku g kuar bam bola tu ats simen..last2 bola tu lantun tggi sgt kene mate aku, abs lebam.
11. aku ske nynyi kuat2 dlm tandas mase kecik2 dulu.skrg pon lagi.haha
12. aku amat happi ble dpt pegang bola..smpi trblg kat org bola tu n kene mara..terbaik punye kene mara beb..
13. ble main sorok2 ngn adk beradik aku, aku ske sorok atas bumbung umah..haha terer kan..bumbung kat sbelah bilik je, mestla terer.
14. aku penah ske stu budak ni...haha..aku sedaya upaya x nak tunjukkan tp agaknye tingkah laku aku ni terlalu menunjukkan ape yg aku fikir kot..smpi, satu ari kwn laki baik aku, tetibe jerit dlm klas lps da berborak2 ngn geng die n budak tu ckp, weh khai ko ske tut tut tut ek..cb punye kwan..ko nak tanye pon tanyela senyap2 sket..aku pon ape lagi, ckpla x..nak mati jwb dpn2 aku ske die..haha..then, bdk tu gelak je..kuang asam punye bdk..
15. mak aku ajar kat tadika yg aku msk ni, then, adela satu bdk laki..nak kate hensem bole la..ala2 je..bkn nye aku ske sgt die..tp mak kau la n family yg slalu kenen2 kan aku ngn die..haih, x taula apenak jad ngn family aku ni..kecik2 da nak mcnm2kan aku..kesian akukan?xp

oleh sbb aku ditagged 2 kali, aku nak pilih 14 org..xDD..BUAT JGN X BUAT.

fara, wan, fareena, amirah, syaira, nadra, muaz, anas, nas, nhs@dayah, ny@muna, sarah, afiqah, aini..xDD

stop

i dont want to online this week..gagaga..pray 4 me people

im lost, can u show me the way..

please..someone help me..im stuck with it..forget..cant..talk..no way..tension..dont want to remember, but always in my head..cant stop thinking..lol..its been 3 years already m i cant talk..

haha..ignore me people..im just a mess kid..hhaaha..im wondering..whwn can i be like the old khai..happy, do not think about others n joy..most important x sensitif n ego..well, the old khai pon ego gak..haha..khai2..smile3..

i heart u all..understand friends??do heart me back kay..muah..

:)

july

month of july is so wonderful to me..this is bcoz ive got chance to snap lots of great photo of my wonderful moments with my friends and family..i wish time can move slower in my life ..i want to enjoy my moments with friends, family and everyone..oh god..i am just so addicted to the song..nvm..okay..

july, oh july i wish u come again into my life with better hope n moments..i am listening to sentimental song, thats why im writting sentimental point here..haha..
anyway i wish august will be a wonderful month to me also..

do wish that all my future month will be such a great month to me ok..love u all..family, friends and nature..

there is calm n peace inside me.. :)

good vs bad

suddenly i think about my class members..
well, my thought about them is all of them is so cute n handsome..well, my thoughtla...
im having a great year this year..n i just don want to forget all the moments that i had with 5 sc 2's teenager..well, we are teenager, so let us make things that we cannot do in future okay..we do it with care n joy...haha.. like we ever did that..care??um..xD..to all my classmates, i want to apologies if i've eve hurt u all okay..im having my mood..if im okay, then i will walk around u n make noise..if not, i will stay at my place.. but i cant do it always bcoz i need to study gak kan..

ok now.. im nt in the good mood pulak..blame my brother..he is not good person..mcm bodo walopon die pandai..aku menyampah