today is 1st of december

as u can c above, today is the 1st of december in 2009..it means another 30 day to come to my befday..haha..aliyah, lets count the day together with me jommmm..xD

my dear friends, please don forget to buy a present for both of us okay.. i'll wait until that day bcome true..haha..

spm is just another few steps to the end..but, seriously i will miss all my teacher n junior after this..

ive made my list to do after spm ends next week..n the first thing to do is jog at tasik alone..hope i can do it..owh, kalo ade nak teman pon best gak,sape nak join? tapi pagila..at 7 n above..hehe..
then clear my room n books..adios books!! *owh, b4 i forget, any of my junior yg nak buku latihan n rujukan yg hanye 50% disentuh, boleh minx nant k..

n fara jadike kite kuar on 10th..bcoz mira amik exam lak? haha..amira, kalo kitrg g dulu xpekan..hehe..kitrg ajak fir n yg lain2 skali tau..xD

ALIYAH, nant kite bincang pasal befday tau..jgn lupe..xD

TITLE: cinderella man

itu adela tajuk drama korea yg bole dikatekan agak baru juga kuar..tp episod die da abs load kat mysoju..actually aku ade intention nak tgk drama ni sblm ni kat mysoju..tp die sgt gay x bole nak upload..so aku pon malas nak pi cari kat youtube..tp xpe, kini masalah selesai..hhahaha..buat yg x tau..cinderella man akn disiarkan kat kbs world x lame lagi..so, aku bole tgk cerite tu n hero die yg hensem tu..hahaha...

aku ske hero die sbb die ade mate sepet yg lawa..bukannye pelik..aku still x berkenan ngn mate sepet ni..tp die punye lawa..haha..
gay

TITLE: i had fun today

salam to all readers..haha..today i had so much fun..plus we take lots of picture..sape x dtg hari kantin td agak rugila..mknn die murah n sedap..lagipon ade art2 things yg kitrg beli such as kipas yg comel2..xD..N brooch kot (betol x eja ni fara)..hasil buatan tangan bdk skola sendiri..papepon harini kire best la n agak rugi sape yg x dtg td..tp skrg ni da penat gle..xP.. xD..OWH..n tadi skola kite mcm sedang berparti plak sbb byk sgt dj yg ade..n kitrg dpt dgr lagu permintaan kitrg plak tu..haha..tp aku x buta pon..papepon thanks to qila sbb tujukan byk lagu tuk kitrg temsk fadil..xDD...seb baik aku beli sumting td..dpt aku simpan utk kenangan akhir tahun..hahaha..gay word..=_="

ps: fara n aqila, aku nak gamba td..xD

pss: amira, eric kate lps spm kite tgk wayang ramai2..die blanje aku ngn fara je..haha.n die kate nak tgk cite pisau cukur..haha..xD

TITLE: i agree

yes, im very sure about this..we are living in such a cruel world where everything is moving so fast n pain..thus, to get a life.. i mean luxury n fair(adil, bkn lain maksud)..to get this we must pass certain difficulty n pressure n tense in our daily life such as money, work, family n lovers problems..therefore we must really well prepared to enter a new version of life after get lost from our most beloved school..

therefore, i want to say that we must always REMEMBER GOD n never feel tired to ask what we want from god..if we always close(rapat,x tau eja)to god, we will be able to get through those difficulty with success n most probably we cant never involve in bad social life problem such as smoking, drugs addict , porn, rasuah n murder or even ragut n rempit..so, wateva we do, we must always tell ourself that we want the best to happen in our life by not passing the line that will lead us to be destroy in future..

even if u are in a big trouble, u must always pray to god n believe in urself in wateva u do(only the good things)..i know that life always be unfair to us but we must remember PATIENT is the KEYWORD here..so, always b patient n think the best wat is good 4 ur future b4 doing something..

i am so relieved that my life has been better than b4, but i know there is always another circumstance that i must get through b4 get to another level of understanding this beautiful life..

p/s: anyway, my bed is so kusoo..it leads me to be destroy..haha

y u mus comper

i dont understand this..
well, whats the reason 4 this ###..

is it a must to do that?
im annoyed n sucks when think about it..

i want to continue my journey after resting 4 so long..
hattetero tol la..

i really miss my c####..
aku x sabar nak belajar blk..yes2..continue khai..hhaha..

siot, da ngantok..kene salahkan abg aku psl ni..well, kene tido..
rase cam mls lak nak update blog len kali..

n pape pon aku da tlg abg aku..weng betol..haha..
tido la khai..sok exam..yes22 EXAM..

AAAHHH, UUHHHH, EEHHH, OOOOHHHH, IIIIIHHHH..
HAHAHAHAHA..FARA, SUE N NINA N MIRA N JOL HATERO..TOL KE EJA?

agak riak + bengang

haha..best x title..actually kalo sape yg mengikuti blog aku yg x seberpe ni mest tau yg aku da lame x update kan..kira2 da sebln x tgk n update..so, sbnrnye aku nak nyatakan disini yg aku agk terkejut tetibe je followers aku ade smpai 30 org..wahai followers ku dari manekah kamu dtg??

tetibe je wujud..hahabkn x ske tp tekejut..(padahal drg x komen pon kan)haha..so, itu adela ayat2 yg agak riak & gembira drpd aku..haha.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..siot nye cite korea..kan aku da x le nak benti tgk ko..nyampah tol aku..KHAIKHAIKHAIKHAI...belajarla..SPM x lame lgi ni..ble la ko nak sedar..=_="

itu adela kate2 org yg x dpt tahan godaan utk benti skjp drpd tgk cite korea..weh, belajar2..

isn't it ?

life has choose me, and i choose to be happy..

email

cam mls nak post kat blog fara, memandangkan da terbackspace td..sori..xD

to nad: leaflife92@yahoo.com

difficult

i am tired..its enough..no need to think anymore..

i hope life is going better..

sorry people if im being selfish n childish 4 all this long..

just wanto forget, when can i meet.. life is better when not thinking..but it cant be that way..everything that i do is not sincere..when can i change..i am tired..where is the life that u, u, u hv been dreaming since old time..i want to hv it with happy tought in my head..

everyday is a fake day..im not smilling..im not laughing..im not sincere..everything is so mess..

when can it be the same day as before

but

i nevr want to miss the old days

LOL

HAHA..nak tau nape aku x dtg skola td..

1. of course bgn lambat..n..perkara ini amat menjengkelkan hati saya..jam kat bilik
smlm benti, so aku tuka bateri die..aku rase aku cptkan 10 minit je..aleh2, pagi
td abg aku kjtkan aku pukol 7.30 mengikot kiraan jam di dlm bilik aku tu..pegi
kuartgk jam mcm kol 7, tp aku buat ignore je, x rase len mcm sgt..tp hari msh
belom terang benderang lagi..pegi kat mama ckp, ma da lambatla, beg x kemas, baju
lom gosok, mest lambat nye nant..x gi skola leh..n so aku dpt
permission..haha..but tau x, aku bgn agk lambatla td n rase2 dlm 11.30 aku g dpr
tgk jam..pastu ble msk bilik tgk2 jam aku da kol 12 da..siot tol jam bilik aku tu, aku tetipu n
ditipu olh jam bilik aku sendiri..


2. aku baru perasan yg aku lom basoh bj pon lagi..haha, 4 ur info aku ade 1 je baju
putih..smlm aku rendam ngn clorox nak bg lagi putih, tp rupe2nye aku lupe nak basoh
bj tu..mmg patutla aku x g skola arini..


ps: jgn tanye nape aku x dtg skola sok ye..XDD

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1. ske tido ngn bear aku yg berbentuk arnab..kire mcm bantal busuk akula..kakak aku x ske aku tido ngn arnab tu sbb aku layan arnab tu mcm bende hidop..so, one night ni die putuskan telinga arnab tu, tp aku x give up..aku stick ngn arnab tu walopon da rosak n die x puas ati last2 die amik arnab tu sorokkan atas robok yg tinggi gle..waktu tu aku umur baru 6 tahun...n aku nangis gle2 pon die ttp x bg juga bear tu..keras hati kan kakak aku ni..um, tp aku still syang sgt kat bear tu..:)
2. aku ade 4 org adk beradik, n im the youngest..so agak manje la waktu kicik2 dulu..aku tau rahsia2 adk beradik aku ni sbb aku ni ske menyibok dulu..so, aku ni nakalla jgk, n kalo aku nak pape dari drg tp x dpt, aku akn ugut nak bocorkan rahsia drg kat mama n papa..haha..nasebla weii..xD
3. waktu aku dok kat jln turmalin dulu, ade stu umah jiran ni, one row ngn umah aku la..die tanam pokok ceri(besar gle pokok tu)..so, umah die tepi ke luar, aku tepi ke dlam..n semate2 nak mkn buah ceri tu, kitrg yg umah agk jauh dri die ni berpura utk mainla ble pegi kat dpn umah die..tp tujuan sbnarnye nak curi petik buah ceri die..so, kitrg 4 beradik pon ade peranan msg2, n jage supaya x kene tangkap..buah die sedap gakla..tp yg bgsnye spnjg kitrg curi buah tu, kitrg x penah kene tangkap ngn owner die..haha..pandai main kan.
4. waktu umur aku 3 thn, aku dok kat pinang..umah teres gak..mak aku anta abg2 n kakak aku g skola agama..aku tgh tido waktu tu..tp, ble die balik umah aku da xde..then dlm half hour later ade pakcik yg slalu potong umput dpn umah dtg bwk aku ..die kate aku kuar umah n diri kat tgh2 jln waktu byk kete lps mak aku kuar..die cm aku sbb slalu tgk aku main kat luar ..tp entahla..naseb baik aku xde pape..misteri nusantara........
5. kadang2 kitrg bosan ble dok umah, so, ble parents aku out je, kitrg bwk msk kucing dlm umah (drg x bg kitrg main kucing sbb nant umah kotor)..tp this is secret people..haha..um, ade 4 ekor ank kucing agak baru lahir jugakla kat blakg umah..olh sbb kittten2 itu telalu comel, kitrg bwk msk nak mandiakn die kat toilet..then kitrg da bersihkan die n bw kedpn..guess what..kitten tu g kencing n berak kat hall umah..mcm siot je, kitrg x perasan lak tu..n so, kitrg kene cleankan umah sblm parents blk..tunggang langgang umah mase tu..
6. aku ske main kahwin2 time kecil..haha..mals nak explain..
7. habit pelik..ok utk yg rapat ngn aku korng mest tau aku ade habit kan..so, wktu aku tadika, aku ske buat muka stail pig..n wktu persembahan tarin tadika pon aku buat muka cmtu gak..hebatkan?? dahla menari kat centre cm siot je ..
8. hobi pelik, aku ske tgk bende kecil yg bergerak /x ..eg, ulat, ladybird, n rumput..aku akn amik mase yg lame gile n just tgk je kat bende tu tanpe buat pape..somtimes kacu la gak ulat tu smpi berpusing2 die..tp, dulu mmg byk ladybird..skrg je susah nak jumpe..best tgk ladybird..XD
9. takot ayam..waktu kicik2 dulu sajela..itupon bkn takot sgt, tp cume geli je..haha..aku rase ade yg tau kot yg aku penah kene keja dgn ayam mase kat kampong aku..waktu tu aku 6 tahun kot..kaco ank2 die, last aku yg kene keja ngn mk die..haha..utk yg x tau..ayam kan naik ats pokok waktu maghrib utk berehat/tido..so, ade pokok sderhana besar dpn umah atok aku yg aym2 ni akn naik..so, aku kire cm blas dendamla ni..aku kumpol byk batu, mask umah amik port plg best n lontar..haha..lontar kat pokok tu..abs, drpd senyap sunyi waktu maghrib jdi bising gle sbb ayam2 tu kene kaco ngn aku..haha..waktu aym2 tu terbang nak naik pokok pon aku kaco..haha
10. waktu darjah 4 aku minat gle slmdunk..so, aku nak main basket tp xde bola..yg ade cume bola golf ayah aku yg kers tu je..so, ptg2 aku g kuar bam bola tu ats simen..last2 bola tu lantun tggi sgt kene mate aku, abs lebam.
11. aku ske nynyi kuat2 dlm tandas mase kecik2 dulu.skrg pon lagi.haha
12. aku amat happi ble dpt pegang bola..smpi trblg kat org bola tu n kene mara..terbaik punye kene mara beb..
13. ble main sorok2 ngn adk beradik aku, aku ske sorok atas bumbung umah..haha terer kan..bumbung kat sbelah bilik je, mestla terer.
14. aku penah ske stu budak ni...haha..aku sedaya upaya x nak tunjukkan tp agaknye tingkah laku aku ni terlalu menunjukkan ape yg aku fikir kot..smpi, satu ari kwn laki baik aku, tetibe jerit dlm klas lps da berborak2 ngn geng die n budak tu ckp, weh khai ko ske tut tut tut ek..cb punye kwan..ko nak tanye pon tanyela senyap2 sket..aku pon ape lagi, ckpla x..nak mati jwb dpn2 aku ske die..haha..then, bdk tu gelak je..kuang asam punye bdk..
15. mak aku ajar kat tadika yg aku msk ni, then, adela satu bdk laki..nak kate hensem bole la..ala2 je..bkn nye aku ske sgt die..tp mak kau la n family yg slalu kenen2 kan aku ngn die..haih, x taula apenak jad ngn family aku ni..kecik2 da nak mcnm2kan aku..kesian akukan?xp

oleh sbb aku ditagged 2 kali, aku nak pilih 14 org..xDD..BUAT JGN X BUAT.

fara, wan, fareena, amirah, syaira, nadra, muaz, anas, nas, nhs@dayah, ny@muna, sarah, afiqah, aini..xDD

stop

i dont want to online this week..gagaga..pray 4 me people

im lost, can u show me the way..

please..someone help me..im stuck with it..forget..cant..talk..no way..tension..dont want to remember, but always in my head..cant stop thinking..lol..its been 3 years already m i cant talk..

haha..ignore me people..im just a mess kid..hhaaha..im wondering..whwn can i be like the old khai..happy, do not think about others n joy..most important x sensitif n ego..well, the old khai pon ego gak..haha..khai2..smile3..

i heart u all..understand friends??do heart me back kay..muah..

:)

july

month of july is so wonderful to me..this is bcoz ive got chance to snap lots of great photo of my wonderful moments with my friends and family..i wish time can move slower in my life ..i want to enjoy my moments with friends, family and everyone..oh god..i am just so addicted to the song..nvm..okay..

july, oh july i wish u come again into my life with better hope n moments..i am listening to sentimental song, thats why im writting sentimental point here..haha..
anyway i wish august will be a wonderful month to me also..

do wish that all my future month will be such a great month to me ok..love u all..family, friends and nature..

there is calm n peace inside me.. :)

good vs bad

suddenly i think about my class members..
well, my thought about them is all of them is so cute n handsome..well, my thoughtla...
im having a great year this year..n i just don want to forget all the moments that i had with 5 sc 2's teenager..well, we are teenager, so let us make things that we cannot do in future okay..we do it with care n joy...haha.. like we ever did that..care??um..xD..to all my classmates, i want to apologies if i've eve hurt u all okay..im having my mood..if im okay, then i will walk around u n make noise..if not, i will stay at my place.. but i cant do it always bcoz i need to study gak kan..

ok now.. im nt in the good mood pulak..blame my brother..he is not good person..mcm bodo walopon die pandai..aku menyampah

post meraban

damn, i should have post something last tuesday, but internet break down pulok..siot je

anyway, no new story to tell, just rase penat n annoying ngn srg bdk tu..cant tell who..bcoz krg x kenal..owh penat sbb kitrg buat ujian ketahanan diri smlm..n pergh, rase nak tercabut sme tulang yg ade kat bdn ni..jln pon da x betol..tanyela sue..sakit gle..=_="

owh, tomorrow ade dinnerla..umm, nak pki bj ape ek??sue dress..mira dress..nina, of course dress..fara, x decide lg..so?? (poyo je khai tu pon nak bgtau kan)..papepon..mira pki dress..gle kentang..jom tunggu...........haha

um..td kirg ade physics quiz..pergh mencabar tahap infinity..utk yg pakar menghentam..selamat bejaye..utk yg 50-50 menghentam pon smoga bejaya..utk yg da pandai, xde pape diucapkan ye..haha..sbb krg da pandai..gurau2..n mencabar otak dan mindala..tp serious ngantok gle td walaupon smlm aku x study pon n ptg tido dr kol 3 smpi 6.30 n mlm kol 12 -6.30..haha saje nak bgtau secare tersembunyi yg aku x study..haha..so, aku xdela mengantok sgt..sbb tu aku dptla jwb sume walupon hentam..tp hentam yg berhemah..sure kalah juge..

kla..tuje aku nak post..actually ble aku x dpt gune kom, aku nak type byk..tp ble da dpt gune, xde bende aku nak type..siot kan??=_="

ps: fir kak khai da update..so fir kenela blanje kak khai ye..haha

XDE MOTIF

I AM TIRED

BORED

AND PAIN(dont know the reson)

and

THINKING ABOUT PHYSICS QUIZ MAKES ME ANNOYED

DONT LIKE TO STUDY

LOVE TO CREATE THINGS THAT PEOPLE DOESNT LIKE..
(its my hobby- ilism)- DO NOT ARGUE WITH ME

well, today is my sister's befday..and I AM NOT EVEN WISH HER YET..haha..(padahal die kat dpn mate je ni-trk kan??)


so, ANGAH: HAPPY BELATED BEFDAY yg ke 22(alamak tekantoi ko da tue..haha)
n jgn perasan yg ko baru 13 thn..

SMOGA MURAH REZEKI N PANJANG UMUR YE..TUA..DA KAYE NANT JGN LUPE AKU..AKU NAK MC FLURY 3X SEHARI TAU..TQTQTQT

AKU MALAS

noob

sesape yg bace post ni adela NOOB..hahahahahahah.tuje..

things..

u need friends, as much as they need u..

u r alone, when u r not there..

u r not a fighter, when u denied it..

u r not matured, when u mad..

u r selfish, when u think of ur own things..

u r in a different world, when u can't find urself..

u r sad, when u think of past..

u r happy, when u think of present..

u r needed, when u need urself..

cases

not much to tell..

first case..
dimarah n kene marah n dimarah lagi dan lagi..ok, it so pathetic to be me today..sadly being hurt today..xD..well, naseb baek iman aku kuat, kalo x da lame leleh2 air mate aku..lol


second case
i don get PLKN..yes..haha..tp kalo dpt pon best gak..
for fara: don worry la..u will b just fine at there..just want to tell u, dont spread the gay spirits to others at there..HAHA..LOL

third case
want to know why i don came to school last monday??so pathetic..LOL..u can laugh as much as u want to..yes i know its totally bad to b me..=_="
the reason is, i woke up at 8.46 a.m in the morning..yes, i now its so late..aku bgn pagi tu mcm bangang je rasenye..mlm tu da prepare everything..bag,baju, botol air, buku (sblm ni x buat waktu mlm pon)..then, pagi tu aku tido kat atas lantai..nyenyak gle.. (aku prefer atas lantai, sbb x sakitkn badan aku)..
aku tido sblh mak aku dat night tu..then, pagi tu aku bgn dgn nyenyaknye tgk kat jam da kol 8.46 (habit, bgn je cari jam)..so, aku rase sedap gle tido..n hari tu amtla cerah..da terang benderang n suddenly, bkn ke aku skola arini?? fuck gle..aku da lmbt gle..then, teringt..owh arini ade majlis penyerahan kuasa..pergh..berkecai aku rase..then, mak aku kat sebelah tanye..sedap tido?? fuyoh....soalan terhebat dari mak aku..aku da lmbt n aku ade majlis yg aku mmg nak pegi sgt2 tau x???????omg..
then, die kate..xnak nangis ke? pergh, lagi kecai + bernanah + menusuk straight kat jantung aku..ayat terhebat dari ibunda kesayangan aku..

last2 aku bgn dgn penuh kehampaan yng menhiris hiris..AKU SEDIH GLE OKAY..jgn nak mara2 ke ape ke..aku da dihiris2 dgn penoh ketajaman..so tu jela cerite die utk sesape yg nak bace..


ps: moralnye, jgn besekan tido lelambat sbb krg akn penat gle esk harinye..XD

MY DIARY ..LANTAK AKULA...

halo people..da lame aku x post..(pemalas!)haha..xpe2..kali ni aku nak post pjg2..hehe..

last week mmg best gle..i had so much fun in school, house, and any other places..haha..

senin: ade interview pp..drg sme kene torture..sian korang..kah3..xD
selase: woah, org besar dtg skola beb..mule2 x teruje, da lame2 tu baru nak feel
sketla..yg penting gamba mest kene tangkap..haha..n aku berbannge dpt
tangkap gamba (walaupon tudung aku senget benget..cam siot je), dpt autograf
(blakang gamba pasport aku lak tu) haha, n dpt salam..so, kpd yg lain jgn
jeles..aku nak petik jap ape yg aku igt mase die lecture tu:

1. failure is not an option.
2. mind set is everything.
3. and we have to learn how to work in stress..(world out there is full of stressing
momentos)XD

rabu : aku x dtg skola, penat gle..n x igt pape lagi..
kamis : pon x igt gak..jap aku recall blk, still, x igt pape..tp aku rase ade
something happen waktu ni..nvr mindla..
jumaat : last day of being a pp..(truly my final day of being a pp n wearing that
yellow uniform)*sigh..bole aku lmbt bgn isnin semlam..=_="..n kitrg dpt
tangkap gamba sme pp f5 ngn kamera jimie..thanks jimi..nak bwk gak kamera
tp dilarang keras oleh mak aku..*sigh..final day of being a pp n we did a
gathering session as our final speech to all pp's..haha.. speech bese2 je..


saturday: well, harini ialah yang agak gle..lawak tol..malasla nak cite..tp mmg
best..kitrg ade racing sessions..lol..30 saat diperlukan oleh khai utk
menukar pakaian..(set time dari kuar kete naik tangge ke tingkat 1 n
keluar blk turun tangge =30 saat bai)hahahahahahahahah..n last2 dpt mkn
big apple..aku mls nak cite ppjg..hehe

sunday : befday mak aku..yeay..secare sahnye mak aku da 49 tahun, but she still
looks young..adeke org kate aku ni adek die..halo, mak aku da 50 bai xkan
aku ni adek kot..mmg sedih xD..

THATS ALL LA YE ..TUJUAN AKU TULIS NI, SBB AKU RASE BYK HEPI MOMENTS YG AKU NAK IGT SO THATS ALL..HAHA..

PS: NANT AKU POST NAPE AKU X DTG HARI SENIN SMLM..TGGU....XD

mimpi ade hantu kat skola..=_="

aku mimpi ni adala disebabkan blog anas psl hantu tu..

ok, smlm aku bace psl blog anas bekaitan ade hantu tu..aku terigt cerita die yg psl mate merah tu..serius seram gakla..

aku tido merata2 kat umah aku ni..n smlm aku tido kat living room..so, gelapla kan..xpe dah bese..then tido x fkr ape2..tetibe aku bgn pg td aku tergt yg aku ade mimpi hantu..(khai mmg ske tulis pjg =_=")

then..cerita die...tetibe aku tenmpk muka datin mahidah(m)tgh ckp2 ngn acap..mcm nak subuhla..pastu sume orgla yg aku kenal tgh bemlm kat skola..tido dlm kelas, dlm bilik pp, n kat hall yg nak peg makmal blkg tu..merate2 la tido kat skola..then, tetibe je aku tebgn dari tido n nak tekencing..so aku ajk jela sesape yg nak peg sekali sbb aku mmg da x tahan..so yg ikot aku adela tasya dan wadiha (entah kenape krg yg ikot pon aku x tau)..

so kitrg g toilet..yg bestnye, toilet skola kite tu tetibe je wujud dkt area makmal chem yg kat blkg tu, dkt line die la, in da middle of dat row..n sblh die adela book shop.. so, toilet die dari luar da berbau busok yg amat, then kitrg just msk je..die mcm bilik persalinan ade byk toilet yg utk kegunaan membuangla n ade kolah air yg diperbuat dr batu-bate yg besar in da middle..n byk2 toilet, toilet yg aku pilih plg bersih..so, aku msk dulu..tp xle kunci, so jast tutupla..tasya n wadi tgh cari lg tolet yg bersih sbb mmg kotor toilet kat ctu..so, drg tanye aku da abs ke?? sbb drg xdpt tolet..

so drg peg tinjau dr atas pintu utk suh aku cpt..(ble pulak kan??x logik betol mimpi aku ni)..so kitrg da abs, n lega gle..so kitrg mcm ade rase takot yg amat sgt..so, kitrg pakat2 nak lari laju2 lps kuar toilet n peg kat dpn..so, kitrg kuar..agak gelap waktu tu..tp dkt dpn tapak bilik kh tukan kitrg nampak ade something pki baju merah putih belang2 n mate die merah..kitrg pe lg da nmpk tu kitrg buat2 x nampak n lari kaju2 peg dpn..tp 'die' cam keja cume x dpt keja kitrg la..haha..so, kitrg lari ke tapak perhimpunan dgn perasaan yg cuak gle nak mati..tp bende tu da x keja kitrg lg..

so, the end..tu jela yg aku mimpi..krg tau x actually aku x rase ape2 ble bace blog anas smlm tp yg die nmpk mate merah tu aku ade tergt2 la jgk, cume aku x sangka leh mimpi...serius cuak..n lgpon aku x cuci kaki n bace doa tido smlm, so pesanan kpd semua ialah buatla ape2 yg aku x buat tu..haha..k tu jela..

ps:aku xnak bace pape lg yg bekaitan ngn hantu..kalo ble..=_="

cellphone

do i need a cellphone??

i don think so..

but, when datin called me n said: why u not picked up my phone?? i was like..omg..itu fon mak akula wahai datin. xkan i want to carry her phones like its my own phone..

so, i started to think, do i really need a cellphone??

mak aku pon tanye ko x nak pki fon ke??n i replied: ade fon menyusahkan la ma..(jgn mara)..but that is my opinion..

so, AGAIN.. do i need a cellphone??

omg..its confusing me right now..aaaaahhhhhh..aku xnak fon..tp nant aku akn menyusahkan org lain pulak,,so..nak xnak nak xnak ??

pape jela..malas aku nak lyn.. :(

XYAH BACE KALO XNAK BACE

so, mcm yg aku tulis tu..xyah bace kalo xnak bace sbb post ni agak pjg..hahaha...

ok, 1st..hari guru aritu agak best, walaupon kitrg still kene wat keje..aku ske part pesmbhn (certain je) n part bdk laki main netbal ngn ckgu tu..best tgk korang main..aku teringat waktu ckgu mus langgar nas, die sempat pelok n tanye ok ke x..haha..lawak..x sangka ckgu mus pon risau psl kitrg..hehe..so, abs ari guruaku pon balik la umah ..(tu pon nak cite).

mayb ade certain yg tau aku kene g kem jumaat tu smpi ahad..aku xnak actuaaly tp terpakse sbb wajib..x sggp lak kalo x peg..tau2 jela perangai akukan..mulut kate lain tp buat bende lain..so, aku xnak bgtau kem ape..certainjela yg tau..

so, blk2 skola je aku teros pack2 baju kemas umah sampaila 2.30..(time tu pttnye dah bekmpl), tp malangnye kau baru nak mkn sbb lembab sgt kemas baju..k so aku tggula kat ctu bersame2 dgn org yang aku x penah kenal..(kau kene pegi kem ngn org2 la)usha ade yg hensem x..tp x perasan lak yg hensem, (da smpi tmpt kem, baru perasan agak ramai yg hensem..haha)..so smbg cite, aku sampai kol 2.30 TETAPI bas tu dtg amk kitrg kol 4.30..naseb abek mak aku x tggu skali kalo tak abs..telinga ku benanah..

waktu bas tu sampai, aku org pertama naik..rupenye pakcik bas tu amk org lain dulu..dr subang dulu.. so, kitorg dibahagi2kan kumpulan lps perkenalkan diri kat abg faci tu..(actually umur die da 33 thn tp soh pggl bang E, n ade lagi, bro AI, n KAK nur..haha..so, die soh kitrg letak name burung..kitorg letak name burung cenderawasih..pastu waktu kitorg wat aktiviti die bg mahjong soh kulis gamba burung tu n name ahli kumpulan kitrg..actually kitrg yg dtg kem tu cume 28 org je..so each group ade 2 lelaki n 5 pompuan..bersambung..

astaghfirullahfalazim.

FUCK GILE...........................................................

LUAHAN 1.
MMG FUCK3

KERJA AKU YG DAH NAK ABS KENE BUAT SEMULA.. DAHLA X PEPASAL KENE PEGI KEM, WEEKEND LAK TU..X RELA.

LUAHAN 2.
PAPEPON, CUTI NI XDE TUSYEN ADDMATH..CUTI SLEMA 2 MGGU (BERGEMBIRALA WAHAI ALIYAH, TIMAH, SYAFIQAH N RUSHDA)..PAPEPON SEMLM (SELASA) TUSEN PLG BEST..BUAT KEJE NGN BDK SAAS MMG AGAK GLE SMLM..ADE ORG KATE AKU NI GARANG..HAHA..GARANG KE?? >.>

LUAHAN 3.
HARINI AGAK PENAT MELAYAN KERENAH ORG..SAKIT HATI PON ADE..XPE AKU DA BESE SAKIT HATI..

LUAHAN 4.
AMIRA SYEERA (360), MANE ADIL KO CUTI 2 MGGU 2 HARI..KO KENE DTG SKOLA..WEI HARI GURU TERAKHIR NI WEI..

LUAHAN 5.
AKU TERFIKIR,

ADAKAH AKU NI KEJAM?(YA)

ADAKAH AKU NI SELFISH? (YA)

ADAKAH AKU NI PENDIAM? (YA)

WELL, ACTUALLY BYK LGI BENDE NEGATIF PSL AKU...SAPE RAPAT NGN AKU TAULAKAN..
SO, AKU X MERANCANG UTK BERUBAH, TP AKU AKAN CUBE BERUBAH, WALAUPON AKU X PENAH SEDAR YG AKU PERANGAI AKU BERUBAH DARI DULU KE SKRG..PAPEPON, LIFE MUST GO ON..

LUAHAN 6.

KEPADA SITI AISYAH BINTI ZOLKARNAIN..
KALO KO BACE BLOG NI, AKU NAK CAKAP

HAPPY BELATED BEFDAY YG KE 17..AKU SAYANG KO..TQ SBB FAHAM AKU WAKTU DULU, SEKARANAG & SELAMANYE..

(AKU MINX MAAF SGT, SBB TELUPE..SO SORI)

LUAHAN 7.
THEY HURT US,
THEY MAKE US SMILE,
THEY MAKE US FEEL PAIN,
THEY MAKE US MISERABLE,
THEY MAKE US ENJOY OUR LIFE,
THEY ALWAYS STAND BESIDES US.

THATS WHAT I CALL A FAMILY IS..
AND LETS APPRECIATE THEM WHILE THEY STILL WITH US..

(P/S):broken english ma..never mindlah..gud nyte world..

SELAMAT HARI IBU KEPADA SEMUA IBU2 DI DUNIA NI..

today is hari ibu.. aku x penah smbt doh..mest x percaye kan??well, my mom went to terengganu..
so, me, my brother & sister went out wanted to buy present 4 her..but my sister punye duitla yg kuar..haha sian die..so, we've not decided anything yet..we went to sacc..actually we wanted to buy something from the body shop shop, but my sister suggest us to usha2 brg lain dulu..

then, we all usha2 brg lain and last2 can't decide what we want to buy..lol..it so funny..kitrg tgk bj, tgk bear, tgk kasut, tgk losen, n tgk handbag..everything kitrg tgk..then lps usha bj..suddenly, aku terfikir sometheng..''okay,ngah, long..camni, pekate kite lat tamplom..sape mng kite ikut decision die..lol


my sister chose nj or handbag, me, pilih kasut, n my brother pilih bear..mcmla mak aku nak pelok bear tu..lol..but never mindla..ske ati diela.. =p. last2 aku yg mng.. so aku kene pilihla kasut..lol..then aku kate ''la nak kasut ke??'haha..but still, can;t decide anything yet.. =(


tetibe kak aku kate ''owh, aritu ma kate nak lipstick kan?beli lipstick jel..so, last2, thats what we buy 4 our mom..tmbh eyeshadow n ayan brand..haha..so tujela yg kitrg belikan.. =)


conclusionnye:

lain kali decide dulu ape nak beli sblm g shopping, spy nant x tergoda dgn brg2 sale yg ade dpn mate tu..lol


anyway nak ckp ni sbnrnye..


kepada mama:

HEPI MOTHER'S DAY

SMOGA HIDUP BAHAGIA DI DUNIA AKHIRAT.. DIMURAHKAN REZEKI SLALU..N PANJANG UMUR N DIRAHMATI TUHAN..AMIN


n selamat hari ibu jugak kepada:

1. atokwan & nenek
2. mak cik2 sedara aku.. :)
3. makafara n mak sue n mak mira n mak mira n mak nina n mak tajul n mak timah n mak amal n mak nadira ( wishkan diorg utk aku k) xD
4. n kpd sme kwn2 aku yg lain.. aku doakan mak krg berbahagia slalu dismpg ank yg tercinta..haha..amin..smoga sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki& panjang umur

pancake n exam

lolololo...arghhhhhh..my mum kat terngganu n tumoro die balik..so, kat umah dgn abg aku je..yg lain hilang..aku nak mkn da lapar..so, aritu mak aku ajr buat pancake..dah lame x mkn..haha..hepi gle..so alg2 lapar td terigtla nak buat pancake..lol..tapi malangnya x jadi langsung..hahahahaa..
veryvery idiot..arghhhhhh..aku da renovate acuan die pon still x jadi gak..so aku putus asa n nak tggu je kakak aku blk karang smbg keje pancake tu..

so, aku mkn jela pancake tu..n rase die ..hhhmm..hahaha..rase tepong n susu yg x dicampurkan dgn cara yg betol..so da adekan. kenela habiskan..(gerenti pegi toilet lps ni)..haha..

yg lawaknye, abg aku dtg..die kate ''ape bende yg wangi ni?''
''ni hah, pancake x jadi''
''huih, sedapnye bau..nak sket..huish, sedapnye2..''(lol die mmg ske mkn)
last2 die yg abskan..haha..

p/s: aku rase masak lauk lg senang kot??lol

need ur opinion

cube korang bayangkan..kalo someone yg korang sayangkan tetibe je pergi dari hidup korang..

lepas few years, tetibe je die muncul balik..
so, korang nak terime die semula ke atau camne?

so, what is ur opinion??ape korang akan cakap dgn die??


anyway aku agak hepi mggu ni + amat penat..x sangka die da tegor balik.. =p

yesterday is my happy day + my buzy day..bz in da morning n happy at nite..well i have my wrestling session with my family last nite (my mom is a very tough woman, eventhough she is about to be a 50 year old woman).. I LOVE U MAMA..but, unfortunately i got hurt on dat session..
just a scratch actually..there is another things that makes me happy las nite, but i just couldn't figure it out (lol, da tua) tp mmg happy las nite..

actually smlm i don want to go tuition bcoz i dont memorize yet wat de teacher ask me to do so..but, diforce olh makk aku yg disayangi tu..lol..but then, ble aku da hafal, teacher tu x tanye pulak..agak kecewa + sakit hati..actually i have to write blog when i hv mood.. but i'm not in the mood..okay my brother dsa kaco ..c u then..

damn tol mozilla ni!

pergh..sakitnye ati..
aku baru nak tgk hana kimi..dah mozilla wat hal lak..
sakitnye ati..x pasal2 kene restart blk..tu je..
ni gara2 blog la ni aku lmbt tgk hana kimi..

MOZILLA WENG............:(

bowling competition..

best gler..rugi kepada sesape yg x pergi..lol

1. rushda n fiqah budak laki die kan dahla tggi..ohohhohoho..muka mcm korea pon ade..lol.
rugi wei x pegi...hahahaha
2. dapat makan korean food.. best gle!!!!!!!!!!!again, rushda, fiqah n nak add nina-amat rugi x
pergi..lol ( khai kejamkan?)
3.dapat experience byk bende kat sunway..walaupun aku kalah teruk..(asik masuk longkang-
bengang gle).. sunway best..len kali kite pergi reramai k..asik mid valley je..
4. lots of memories..dah gosip td kat skola ngn nina, fara, sue, n azfar kot?? (azfar nyibok)
-memories of mr. N & ms N ( lol xle belah)..
-pasal J bukan name sebenar..lol..sian budak laki tu.. ;p
5. gamba2 yg comel.. thanks 2 sue..lol..jgn jeles korang.. ;p nak letak gamab tp xde gamba lol..

dahla, abg aku da kaco bye..

bzbzbzbzbzbzb..nak muntah rase

pergh minggu yg bz n hari yg bz..dahla badan aku sakit.. ditmbah dgn otak aku yg penat..
aku nak jeritla..nant sesape yg ade port best utk jerit bgtau aku k..jgn lupe..

kebzan pertama..aku x ske tusen....buat aku rase cuak je setiap kali nak masuk kelas tau x??

kebzan kedua..kerja pp melambak2..dahla minit aritu pon x siap lg..pergh ..fedup siot..
pastu asik kene wat keje tu ini kat skola..igt aku robot pe..dahla kaki aku ni rase mcm nak tecabut td..kene gak buat keje..so kpd sesape pp yg nak komplain byk keje tu, pikir byk2 kali sblm komplain k..tp kalo nak komplain gak no hall..aku sedia mendenagar..(ini hanye luahan perasaan sahaja- emo plak, ko la ni naz.. aku dah bejgkt keemoan ko.lol)

kebzan ketiga..note sej aku x siap lg..rase mcm amat ngong..

keempat..mcm bese, rumah aku antara salah satu faktor yg boleh membuatkan aku rase moody x tentu pasal..

so..aku rase byk lg yg hal2 lain..tp drpd aku sebok tulis blog kat cni baik aku siapkan keje aku tu kan??

so tu je..bubye.. :p

kelembapan melanda..

ok..arini agak bz actually..tapi disebabkan aku rindu ngan blog ni, aku nak tulis something..

aku x sangka blog aku mendapat perhatian ramia..lololo..big clap to khai..
ok, aku nak tgk blog2 followers aku tapi disebabkan kelembapan mindaku melanda aku x dpt nak tgk blog korang..sori..nant bebile aku senang aku view korangnye blog n komen byk2 k..
bye.. n 4 ur info blog khai mmg x brape best pon.. so dependsla nak bace ke x ok..

slh seminar

pendekkan cerita aku ngan fara salah masuk seminar yang berlangsung dari pukul 9 -6 ptg..ahad lak tu..
gle kentang kan???
owh..naseb baik aku tulis arini..kalo x lg byk bende aku mencarut kat sini...
owhh..penat gle.. so xde mood nak type sebenarnya..tp nak gak tulis psl bende ni..lol..
um, owh..nak kemas umah jap..nant ble 2 aku senang aku tulis lg..hahahhahaha..

4 fara lain kali pastikan dulu kesahihan tempat sblm mengajak aku ye!
hahahahahahahahhaha..jangan marah.. ;p

dah malam ..ngantok+malas+rajin=tido

hehehehe..dah malam..kol 11.50..agak bosan.. sebab malas gle nak buat homework yg melambak..
so..nak tulis blog..blog ni fara buat..try masok aritu x dapat..so..try arini, main hentam je pasword ikot myspace punye..lol..x sangka dapak lak..sebenarnye aku bosan gle..sbb tu cakap bende x bepaedah cenggini..lol..mak aku tgh bz wak keje..amat rajin..
aku ni hah pemalas.. so..
KHAI!!!!! JADILAH RAJIN MACAM MAK KO..BYEBYE..
nakjadik rajin..lolol

Gay companion

okay, so hari ni aku buat blog....okay fine, bukan aku yang buat lah, tp farah yang buatkan ;p hahaha....so...tu je lah nak cakap hoho suraya pun tgh tgk gak....fareena pun tgk gak.....die cakap die gay... xD sume pun gay xD kecuali suraya zupli dan farah yang comel ;p hahahahahaha SUME GAY!